The top 10 were announced this morning and sadly, I wasn’t one of them.
I’m so frustrated not having many options, outlets, or things to really
look forward to which make me feel fulfilled or happy in life right
now. I’m tired of waiting for the rest of my life to begin. (Pardon the
pity party. This anti-celebration is one you don’t have to attend.)
Regardless of the outcome, I felt like I did my best in preparing for
the competition and thank you for your support.
In happier news, I took some time off last week, which was greatly
needed. Thursday I didn’t feel well and instead of being able to leave
for Springfield to have lunch with Addie (my original plan), I got a
doctors appointment and spent the rest of the day at home. The Food
Network, Game Show Network, and TLC made pleasant company. I’d
forgotten how nice it is to have a day to be lazy and get some much
needed rest. Friday I felt well enough to go to Branson, where I met up
with my folks. We had the most perfect day to go to Silver Dollar
City!, ate dinner at the RibCrib, and took in the Haygoods’ evening
show. Saturday we did a little outlet mall shopping, returned to
Springfield to visit family for a short time, ate a late lunch at the
Canton Inn (my favorite Chinese restaurant in the city), then I returned
Currently, I’m watching the live video stream showing the dedication of
the new Busch stadium. The Red Birds move into their new nest today! Go Cardinals!